Abah..

Its been 7 months now, but i feel it was like yesterday Abah left us.. its a different world without him.. incomplete. My tears will keep on running down my cheeks everytime i think about him,in every single way.. now i know how terrible it is to lose someone that was part of ur life.I used to remember how everyday he would dropped me at school,picked me up,,yes that was 8 years ago.. but after he's gone every memories were keep running in my head. Betulla orang kata, bila someone dah takda baru nak dikenang.. because we always thought they will be around. I recalls every things, his every routine, his words, his habits, and his giggles.. that was my favourite ;') I miss him now, more than anything,, I pray for Allah for his blessed soul and for me to be strong ...Now tengok durian pun dah tak gamak.. if he is around now, mesti suka sbb musim durian :')

Fat is Ugly?

People might think every girl's dream is to find a perfect guy,the Prince Charming but instead girls are wish to eat a lot without getting fat! Sapa nak gemuk kan?Every girl wish that their body as volapcious as J-Lo perhaps. But I hate the people's perspective towards fat people. Male or female, if you're fat, you will automatically attached to the word 'isolation' and 'shame'.. Yes, i am one of the 'special size' people.
What makes you think plus size people don't have feelings? I've been through all the jokes, "not-so-called' jokes",sarcastic words and watsoever. I do feel down but then what the heck? I dun need u to carry my plus size body. Its not you that have to go and buy me clothes to wear,its not you that need to feed me everyday so what?
It has become a fact that guys doesn't like plus size girls, malu gamaknya kalau gf korang double size korang kan? I have a friend that use to have a blind date with this guy yang dah lama dia berchatting. Time berchatting tu bukan main la (guysssss kann?).. at some point she said mamat ni  dah berbunga2 cintan n ajak jumpa. FYI my friend also a plus size. They became close friends within 3 months eventho x penah jumpa lagi.. When the time comes, they made a promise nak jumpa, my friend ofcoz la dah excited because they were so close wpun x jumpa.. she just wanna make frens bukan nya nak cintan cintun. the next day she told me that the useless guy suddenly avoided her, stop calling her, no more texting like he used to. See?See? Sucker punya jantan..

I do have experience on my own.. one day tgh dok membelek2 baju at this one shop, suddenly minah salesgirl ni dok mengekoq2.. n with her stupid face she said, "tak payah cari.saiz XL takdak".. did I ask u??..

Every people have their own perspectives towards plus size people..some might say "dun worry,u look cute"'"fat is sexyyy", " aku takmau bini gemuk,huduh" n so much more.. it depends on you .. for me, I do not want to be skinny just to pleased everyone around me, dah berdosa tu,,jd riak.. I just want to get fit to be healthy..n trust me its not an easy thing to do.. n I am on my way.:)

For all guys that hate fat ppl out there, fat is not ugly.. its you that UGLY.

Im a Wiki-freak!

I do love Wiki.. Its my number one source when curiosity is flooding my my mind, I could spend 4 hours on wikipedia rather than FB.. Anything that I curious about I will go and 'Wiki-ing'.. than i would "ohhhhh" "ahhhh" "no wonder laaaa".."eh"...:P

Just a Fish Tongue?

I am obsessed with sea creatures, yes! dolphins, shark, and of course whales! I always imagine that one day I could ride a big whale (ok,too much!).. Today I just came across this creature or we called it parasite that lives in the fish's mouth. In fact this parasite is actually lives inside its host's mouth by eating out the host's tongue and finally attaching itself inside the mouth...ewwww creepy! ...i keep on reading.. (yes, curiosity is part of me),,It is called Cymothoa Exigua.. this thing is 3 to 5 cm long..and of course with its creepy look, small claws on its front that used to suck blood from the host.. This parasite is actually bring no harm to humans, unless picked up alive because IT CAN BITE! (ada brannnn?) ok, sekali tgok mcm Predators..

                                               imagining this thing inside my mouth,,,lariiiiii

                                                   the reason why aku tak suka siang ikan

                                                                Nemo..NOOOOO!!

Wrong Turn?

The only road that lead to my school.. ala2 mcm dlm crita Wrong Turn kan?huhu

Top 5 Hottest Brit Actors

I loved British actors ! In fact they look much more hotter when they speak, their accent! <3

1.  Tom Hardy

Ok,my latest crush! I started to watch all his movies and I just can see two things, his talent and his gorgeous smile! Some of his movies are Inception, This Means War, Star Trek, Warrior and coming soon would be Dark Knight Rises,can't wait!

2.  Christian Bale

I love this guy since I watched him in American Psycho! His dark looks and mysterious is just so fine. He is so good in playing dark role and psycho. Try watch him in American Psycho, u will never expect Batman could be as crazy as The Joker. :D

3. Jude Law

Aamir Khan versi British.. memang sejibik. I do like his acting in Closer, Sherlock Holmes, Repo Men and don;t forget Contagion!

4.Hugh Dancy

He just so adorable!! Love him in Confession of a Shopaholic.

5. Ed Westwick

Who doesn't love Chuck Bass??? <3

P/S : Did I miss someone from my list? Robert Pattinson?Robert Pattinson who?

Addicted..

As for my very first post, I just wanna share my addiction towards movies.. horror movies. Yes, I do prefer horror and thriller movies than other genre. Through horror movies, I feel sooooo puas hati coz horror movies always have good story line. There are many horror movies out there,, but ada juga horror movies yang 'underground' that have more *** scenes than the killer himself. Here are some of my favourite horror movies that I fully recommended!


1. Saw series.

Ok, hands down to the Saw series.. seriously the creator is sgt creative.. look at the plot of the story yg sgt berkait from Saw 1 to Saw 7. Which means if u had watch Saw 1, u neeeeed to watch the other 6 so that the ending would be 100% satisfaction! The traps are seriously gruesome n boleh muntah tengok but for horror movies fans, u cannot call yourself a fan if u haven't watch this!


2.  Evil Dead II

Ok, this movie has equal parts of gore and humor.. Bruce Campbell was so good in playing his role especially when he's  fighting his own hand! Seriously funny but scary! The scene when an old lady came out from the basement mmg creepy! 


3. Texas Chainsaw Massacre

What would you do if a giant man holding a chainsaw with a mask of human skin is chasing u?? Scary kannn?? I prefer the remake that has Jessica Biel in it .. Dun worry, every horror films, the last survivor would be perempuan, so tak guna letak actor hensem2 coz mati jugak at last.


4.  Wrong Turn

This movie tersangatla gore especially the way makhluk2 ni membunuh.. sumpah sangat real. There are Wrong Turn 1, 2, 3 and the latest I heard ada jugak Wrong Turn 4. I prefer the first one because yg ke 2,3 and 4 dah sangat ridiculous. The story is about makhluk2 spesis apa ntah (i guess its jungle people..kot?) yg kerja dia men'trap' org to the wrong way, they will hunting them in the jungle, kill and eat! Its a good horror movie,but sumpah aku annoying ngan makhluk2 ni yang tak mati2 even dah kena macam2!


5. The Hills Have Eyes

This movie mmg remake from the original one.. if im not mistaken from 70s.. but this remake is a good one because nampak real and maybe better dari original.. The storyline is kinda same as the Wrong Turn..annoying  mutant yg trap and makan org,yg bezanya this one dekat hills .. 


6. Insidious

From the creator of Saw, no doubt that this movie will be super creepy. There were few scenes that make me jumped off my seat.! The story based on a family of four been disturbed by the spirit of dead ppl. The spirits used the son as their medium to our world. Simple but yet creepy with all the scenes especially 'makcik lilin' and the 'dance boy'. And not to forget,the twisted ending!


7. The People Under the Stairs

From the Wes Craven's classic, the scare should be satisfy.If for some reason you have been inclined to burglarize someone's house,u should think twice after u watch this movie. You will never know what is under the stairs! :D